balance is falling out and rediscovering center. in nearly everything. like emotions. i completely let my emotions drive my mouth and i said something very harsh to a kid that is dealing with a lot of upsetting issues. all hail the omniscient delayne. i'm such a bitch at times.

this has been a sucky week. the only thing that has made it worth-while has been the emails from aaron and our conversations about paganism, and the walk i took in the park on wednesday.

i'm only 31. what wisdom do i have? i still feel like a kid. who the hell am i to be a leader? a teacher?